Tak Dapat Masuk IPTA Pengambilan Pertama! FRUST!!!!

"Sakit hati ini

Bagai dihiris sembilu"

Teringat lak lagu kumpulan Scoin ni..huhuhu.. Tak sangka aku tak dapat masuk U. Antara semua yang apply dalam kelas aku, SEORANG ja yang dapat. memang rezeki dia la... Itupun lepas rayuan. Aku juga yang terkebil-kebil di sni. Nasib ada kerja. Leh la cover belanja rumah sikit. Tapi, bukan  kerja yang menjamin masa depan aku. Setakat gaji tak sampai RM500, nak buat simpanan pun susah.

Tapi NAWAITU aku, NAK STUDY SAMPAI DEGREE!!! Selagi aku ada WILL ni, aku memang nak sambung belajar. Cuma ada sedikit kesukaran dalam proses impian aku yang satu ni nak tercapai. Nak diterima masuk tuu yang masalah. Aku tak kira, aku akan apply sampai la aku dapat!!! Bagi Intake December 2010, aku akan apply lagi. Lepas tu aku pasrah ja. 

Kalau tak berjaya gak, mungkin memang bukan rezeki aku la tahun ni nak sambung belajar. Terpaksalah aku apply SPA atau online jobs yang ada and also apply di mana-mana di bandar. Kalau ada sesiapa yang ada informasi pasal kemasukan universiti ke, tips masuk U ke...apapa yang berkaitan dengan U, leh bagitau aku tak????? Aku betul-betul la berterima kasih kalau ada sesiapa yang sudi berkongsi maklumat atau pengalaman...Terima kasih!!!

Sad Marriage Story....

This couple just married for only FOUR HOURS..... The day that supposed to be their great happy day turn into worst......

The groom died in an accident along with his parents and a photographer.. They was on their way home for the next event for their wedding...

Car that he drove crushed with the big truck... May Allah bless them....

If that happen to me, I dont know what I'm gonna do..... How about you guys???

www.shakkir30.ning.com

hai everyone....

hehe...ever wondered why i put my title of story today is a website??? yes, a website.
this is a new website that i joined recently... this is created by my friend from India, Shakkir. I'm glad he add me as one of the web's admin... hehhehe.. Well, thank you so much, Shakkir!!!

Actualy, this is my first time.. I never manage any kind of that website before.. I usually manage my profile only at fb, fs, ms, tagged and here... So, I am a little bit excited!! lol

Anyway, anyone who wants to check it out, just visit www.shakkir30.ning.com

I am not try to push you to join.. I just wanna share what am I doing these days...

Well,m basically, I am very very bored right now. This is because I just finish my study in diploma, now I just have to wait for my results and convocation.... My friend said our result will be outnext week.. oh!!! I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope my CGPA will be ok...huhuhuhuhu

Looking for a job??? hm.... I think about it lately... but, I must take care of our home for now... also take care of my bro n sis.. My mum still have her final exam eventough she already convo..huhuhu....
hey!! My bro just came and tell me that he saw a shooting star... oh, I wish I could see it...huhuhuhuhu.. Make a wish!!!!!! hehhehehe

okay, thats all for now... chat again soon...hehehe..... Salam!!

Konvo Mama...

alhamdulilah. my mum da konvo da... hapynya... awal lagi mama konvo dari aku...huhuhuhuhu
tapi tak apa la.. mama ambik kursus yang dianjurkan oleh Persatuan Ibu Tunggal.. so, mama kursus for 3 months.. ni ada la gambar2 kenangan ngan mama..hehe

Lembah Impian

dalam bulan 11 lalu...ada dua birthday party dibuat dekat Lembah Impian...huhuhu..
first birthday kak adie, second lak abg Aziz....
Memang best...sebab...

1) dapat makan kek sedap.... (kak adie- kek mangga, abg Aziz - kek anggur)
2) dapat mandi swimmping pool ngan relatives....hehehehhehe

Actually, memang susah nak describe kalau dah happy kan... banyak reason kita leh happy.. kadang2, kita happy pun tak bersebab... pelik kan??/ hihihihihi

Ada la juga ambik gambr2 kenangan di sana... Tapi masa birthday abg Aziz takda take pics sebab telampau kesiokkan mandi manda...hihihihihihihihi... So, masa birthday kak adie je la ada ambik.... syukur la.,...hihihi

huhuhuhuh.... Tak lama lagi, aku akan meninggalkan Multimedia College (Sabah). Hari Jumaat ni la my last day di TM Kepayan, tempat aku menjalani praktikal a.k.a tamatlah pengajianku di MMc. memang sedih yang amat sangat la sebab bukan selalu lagi aku dapat jumpa kawan-kawan...huhuhuhu

Yang pasti, aku mesti teruskan perjalanan hidup aku. Mungkin aku akan further study, tengoklah sangkut kat mana. Aku target di MMU, UNIMAS or UMS. yup, tiga U ni ja yang jadi option aku. Aku kena bagitau yang sesiapa yang CGPA 2.5>> dapat tawaran masuk MMU. Dengan result aku yang dikira ok jugalah, InsyaAllah aku dapat tawaran dari U tu. UNIMAS lak salah satu U yang leh transfer credit selain MMU. Lagipun di Sarawak ja. UMS lak, hm~~~Kat situ aku tak leh transfer credit tapi paling dekat la dengan my home. Ye la, mak aku pun taknak aku sambung belajar jauh-jauh. Kalau takda rezeki nak sambung study, cari kerja la jawabnya. paling tak pun, jadi penganggur antarabangsa...hahahahahaha

Sebagai tanda friendship kami yang telah terjalin since 2 1/2 - 3 years ago, ada aku buat satu bingkisan gambar buat kami. It doesn't mean that our relationship must end after we graduate... NO!!!! This is a symbolic of our friendship. I couldn't give them a big amount of money, even a car or house. Just a simple pictures of all of us, shows that even we are not seeing each other anymore, but we know that somewhere...anywhere...we have friends taht we care~~~~

This is the gift......

Boring Friday

Hello....Hello....HELLo..........

What a boring day...... So, this is how it felt... Live without friends and family. Maybe there are still people around us but we still feel that we are alone..... This is my feeling today.

Syakirah back to her home because she have some emergency.. I don't want to bother her and ask anything about it. Zirah also gone for two days now with her family off vacation.

Now here I am. ALONE... There is nothing happy excited and bright thing to do without them. Oh no!! How am I suppose to comfort myself now... I watch movies that I have but still no excitement.

Okay, sometimes I do like quite time. But not always..... Today.... It just... huh!!! SEe!!! I dont know what else o write here.. Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By the time it's lunch time, I'm gonna eat ALONE... and talk with no one except me.. ONLY me. Am I a weirdo??? Sorry..huhuhuhu

It's not my day today. Feeling this THING makes me nuts.. STRESS!!!!!

I need somebody!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhhu......... I wanna be cheerful.. Happy and pleasent girl... BUt me just me.. I am not you or anyone else.. Jus me... ALONE~~

Chill Out TM 2009

Good Morning WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh!!!! What a BRIGHT day......

Last weekend was AWESOME.. Well, I'm working as a part time promoter for Chill Out TM at Karamunsing, KK.

ZIP!!!! dah la.. penat nak celoteh omputeh ni..huhuhuhu..

Best gak dapat jadi promoter ni. Sekali sekala menimba pengalaman, apa la salahnya kan.. Biasanya, kalau ada promoter lalu depan aku, kadang2 boleh buat tak tahu. Ataupun menolak pelawaan dorang. Sekarang hah!!!! Rasakan penangan.. Kali ni baru la rasa apa yang promoter2 kat Karamunsing tu feel juga.

Bukan senang nak dapat pelanggan. Kena la pandai bermulut manis, wajah pun biar la nampak ceria. bagi aku, paling penting keyakinan tu. Dan juga kena la bermuka tembok. Kalau tak, camna nak dapat pelanggan..

Actually, my job is only to give brochure to people, but if anyone interested, we can explain to them about the product. But watch out!!! Some of them just want to trick the promoter. They pretend that they interest with our product, they let we explain about it. By the end of our talking, they suddenly said "Sorry, actually I'm not interesed. I dont even want to buy it."

Oh Gosh!!!!! Jahat2 aku pun, tak la sampai begitu sekali. Kitaorang pun ada hati dan perasaan juga beb!!! dah berbuih mulut kami ni, last2, dorang kata macam tu. Lepas tu, senyum bangga la konon dapat kasi main kitaorang.. Apa la..... Takda game lain kat dunia ni ke nak di main2... huh!!

Dah la... Tiap kali asyik nak merungut ja bukan la tabiat yang baik... Sedar diri Azzy!!! Sedar la!! huhuhuhu.......

yang part best lak... (mesti la save the best for the last)

Ada UntukKU...Ada UntukMU... ADA NUBHAN IN THE HOUSE!!!!! Leh dikira suka juga ngan Nubhan ni.. Bukannya apa....Suaranya tu kalau nyanyi kan, leh tangkap leleh sendiri2......... hauhuahuhauhuahuahuhaua.....

Dia artis jemputan for this event. sambil2 tu, dia tolong promosikan juga la product kitaprang...hihihhihi....

dapat AUTOGRAF geng!!!! hahha... Firstly, dia tanya nama lu. Orang cakap la nama kita.. Pastu dia bagi la..hihihihi.... Dalam Buku KECIK KFC lagi tu..hihihihi... Bergembira sambil Beramal.... heheh..

Salam ngan dia dapat, autograf punnnn dapat.. SATU ja tak dapat, berGAMBAR ngan dia....huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu... Tapi tak a la... takkan nak tamak kan... Syukur la dapat cerita2 sikit ngan dia, dapat tu lagi... Gembira la juga....hehe

lepas tu kan, dapat juga aku bergambar ngan BLUEHYPPO!!! Hooorey!!! Banyak kali lagi tu.. hahah..

And of course, aku pun ada juga bergambar nagn kawan2 yang sama2 jadi promoter ni...

Tidak lupa juga, MR BUBBLE!! heheh.. dia tolong buatkan belon bentuk pedang tuk aku.. malang sekali kat umah, pecah!!! huhuhu,.... Ni kucing punya pasal la ni.. Ada patut dia pergi terkam, pecah la... sedih wei!!!!!!!! Lamanya line up nak tu belon........huhuhuhu.... last2, aku tak bagi makan tu kucing. Biar orang lain ja kasi makan...hahaha...

Apa lagi ek...hm........

Hah!!!!! Tu ja la... macam biasa, nanti2 ja aku post pictures a......... hehehehe......

p/s: adik Marsha Londoh pun ada. Baru aku tau adik dia pun artis.. artis tempatan kot.... Terbagi brochure kat dia lagi tu time buat kerja..huhuhu... I'm Sorry!!!!

Hati oh hati...

Mengapa ni a.... hati aku tak tenang ja ooo...huhuhu
Rasa tak sedap hati, berdebar-debar.....sensitif lak....
(Tapi makan berselera lak..hahahahaha)

Bayangkan la, tadi aku tengok Geng Upin Ipin pun takda mood..... bahagian lucu setakat senyum tuu je la. Tapi kan yang lawak gila ni ba...... nda ada la bah kan karau ketawa... nah...berbrunei dah aku ni.....huhhuhuhuhu.....

It just something is not right.. but I dont know what is it.... masa tengah solat pun, rasa nak nangis...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu........

Ntah la...may be this is just one of my moody day... (ada ke?????) hehehe.....

Apapapun..........Semalam aku dapat banyakkkkkk movie2 best dari staff...hehehe.... yang latest punya tau!!!!! hehehehe... at least rasa moody tuuuu kurang siiiiiIIIKIIT.....

Wokeh.... ni haa... aku nak tunjuk sIIIIkIIIt gambar time kami kat Kambarangan, Gunung Kinabalu...... Ye la... tau la... walaupun setakat ketinggian >2000m tapi jejak juga kaki ni kat gunung tu.. apa la maknanya stay kat Sabah tapi Gunung Kinabalu yang DEKAT tak didaki.... orang jauh2 sanggup datang nak daki tu ja, takkan aku tak join sekali..hehehehe.... Saksikanlah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huahuahaua