I didn't know last night is the last day for me to see it again. If only I knew.....
My rabbit is dead... In it's cage. At first, I thought it just sleep but when I looked closely I was shocked.. So badly... I just saw it eating it's food that very evening. I felt terrible. Next thing I remember I was crying so loudly. I don't know if neighbor heard me or not.
My brothers and sisters rushed to the kitchen (where it were placed) wondering what happened after heard me cried. I can't even said a single word other than "Why???!". It started becoming part of this family since the day I brought it in 13th November ago.. It still looked small and young. When I touched it, I felt the body was still warm. So, I believe it died not too long before I went there.
I wanted to believe that it just sleep. "Well, it still warm and it's eyes open. May be it try to play with us", I said... I am such a silly girl, am I?
Then my head was blank. I did not know what to do.So, I reached my handphone and search for anumber. You know who I called? My friend.Nurhazirah.. Her rabbit also died not too long ago. She tried to comfort me. We both had our rabbit in the same day. Yes, it is true. She said may be it's their time to go. Now, I am thinking that rabbit's life is so short. I couldn't even imagine what will happen if my time has come?
I buried it last night with help from my brothers. They digged a hole. But I was the one who carried it and buried it with my own hands. Just like the way I brought it into my life...
Before that, I managed to eat before the 'funeral'.. Looks like the way I handled things is by eating, huh? If not, I will keep crying. Am I silly? Cried over died animal. I never cry when rabbits that we took care before died. I guess I started to love this one. I hate this feeling. When we start to love, then its gone, I feel hurt. I hate it! I really do!
Now I'm also thinking why I didn't cry at the moment when my father passed away. Am I having psychological problem?! Okay, I don't know what I'm writing right now. I better stop.
Darky Socks 13th Nov 2009 - 25th Jan 2010
(I count from the day I brought it home)
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Monday, January 25, 2010
Thursday, November 12, 2009
New Pet!!!!!!
Yesterday is one of my happy moment... I have a new PET!!!! yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was a gift from one of the staff at TM. He is so generous for gave me his precious pet. Actually, he also gave it to my friend, Zirah.. Mine is dark brown and her got white one.
It is been so long since my last pet died....now, I have a new one but it just same kind like last one. I just hope the same thing that happen to it will not be the same as my new one...
Ops..........................BLUR MY LANGUAGE???? hahahahahha.... Im also confuse la...... hahahaha
BM je la... hihi.. lagi senang sikit nak cerita.
Umurnya baru lebih kurng 2 bulan. Masih macam budak lagi la.. First2 tengok kan, macam takut2 ja si Darky Sock.. oh ya... tu la nama yang diberi... sebab aku panggil dia Darky sebab bulunya coklat gelap. nak panggil Brownie tapi itu nama pet aku yang mati dulu oleh kuyuk.. tau apa tu kuyuk? itula anjing........ hihihi... orang sini panggil kuyuk... Sock plak sebab di kaki depan sebelah kanannya bulu warna putih macam stokin rupanya... maka terjadilah........ DARKY SOCK.....hihihihihi
Kami ada kucing ba di rumah, si Meow Meow...itu yang aku gelar... yang adik bradik lain lak dorg panggil.. mak pun sama.. hantaam ja la... jangan ja dia ada masalah identiti nanti...huahuahua... Sekali dia tengok, besar matanya bah.... dipikirnya "Tikus apa ni a?? basar jua..."... wow!! tak sangka aku paham bahasa kucing..hihihihihihihi... Dihidu2 ba... Kami takut dia garit(kakai) nanti, cepat2 kami masukkan dalam sangkar... nasib baik la takda apapa.... Tapi lepas kami masukkan, kucing tu di sana2 ja... nda mau lari dari situ.. betul kali difikirnya itu tikus.... huahuahuahua.... last2, aku simpan di bilik (asalnya letak kat ruang tamu ja) for safety..... Mission successfull... Darky selamat......hihihi
Okay la....perasan tak aku belum gitau apa binatangnya??????? hihihihihihihihii
MY NEW PET IS A BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehhehe
It was a gift from one of the staff at TM. He is so generous for gave me his precious pet. Actually, he also gave it to my friend, Zirah.. Mine is dark brown and her got white one.
It is been so long since my last pet died....now, I have a new one but it just same kind like last one. I just hope the same thing that happen to it will not be the same as my new one...
Ops..........................BLUR MY LANGUAGE???? hahahahahha.... Im also confuse la...... hahahaha
BM je la... hihi.. lagi senang sikit nak cerita.
Umurnya baru lebih kurng 2 bulan. Masih macam budak lagi la.. First2 tengok kan, macam takut2 ja si Darky Sock.. oh ya... tu la nama yang diberi... sebab aku panggil dia Darky sebab bulunya coklat gelap. nak panggil Brownie tapi itu nama pet aku yang mati dulu oleh kuyuk.. tau apa tu kuyuk? itula anjing........ hihihi... orang sini panggil kuyuk... Sock plak sebab di kaki depan sebelah kanannya bulu warna putih macam stokin rupanya... maka terjadilah........ DARKY SOCK.....hihihihihi
Kami ada kucing ba di rumah, si Meow Meow...itu yang aku gelar... yang adik bradik lain lak dorg panggil.. mak pun sama.. hantaam ja la... jangan ja dia ada masalah identiti nanti...huahuahua... Sekali dia tengok, besar matanya bah.... dipikirnya "Tikus apa ni a?? basar jua..."... wow!! tak sangka aku paham bahasa kucing..hihihihihihihi... Dihidu2 ba... Kami takut dia garit(kakai) nanti, cepat2 kami masukkan dalam sangkar... nasib baik la takda apapa.... Tapi lepas kami masukkan, kucing tu di sana2 ja... nda mau lari dari situ.. betul kali difikirnya itu tikus.... huahuahuahua.... last2, aku simpan di bilik (asalnya letak kat ruang tamu ja) for safety..... Mission successfull... Darky selamat......hihihi
Okay la....perasan tak aku belum gitau apa binatangnya??????? hihihihihihihihii
MY NEW PET IS A BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehhehe
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